if I had hair, I'd want you to pull it features others also working in the adult industry, primarily made of and in collaboration with one of my closest friends. Our bond was initially forged from simultaneous experiences of violence perpetrated by the same individual, though our friendship quickly expanded to hold experimentation, healing, and new possibility. As our relationship and trust continue to deepen, we now play with dynamics of professional and personal submission in the work. The resulting images build an intimate visual inventory separate from both the highly-produced content sold by the adult industry and images of gritty spectacle captured by those outside the community.